Mornin sickness

It's been a long time since I blogged. No time n lazy sometimes.
Erm. I am working now alot of things to do but someone alot of things is going through my head and heart, need to jot it down.

Mmm.. prolly abit update on myself.
Been busy with 169 Project, I am happy things are picking up and I am moving on although things are
abit tough in the beginning.

Had my apprasial tat day. Talk to Chris for darn long.appr 3 hrs. Everyone ask me how was it. somehow i dunno wad to say. I was pretty excited abt wad Chris says. But some pple dash my hopes and actually currently i dunno what to expect.

What I was happy about opportunities. Chris gave me the opportunity to learn, relearn and learn more.
Perhaps thats the reason sometimes I cant click with certain pple . Maturity and perspective issues. I guess. Not that I am very good but just we have different mindset due to backgrd and character I guess.

Ask me why I dun realli want to get into the Loud banging conversation they have in the office. Because sometimes I dun like to be in that atmosphere. One thing I really hate to come across is pple forming cliques.
Perhaps thats the reason why I prefer or pple see me as a "loner". Its not abt I dun wanna click I can and I do want. But i felt some topics or conversation I just dun want to be in it. Perhaps it wasnt my phrase. I would say the phrase and topic of my life is different.

Chris told me she will not allow politics in the office. I believe its unavoidable. But I think durin the different meetings with Chris, I learn alot abt her life. sometimes i do sympathize with her but I can say she is gd in asking qtns. The Art of Asking Questions.

I dunno. I felt tension in the air after the talk with Chris. PPle gave me the feeling that I have intruded into their lives, their privacy. AM I thinkin too much or being too sensitive. Its the actions that make me feel that way.
God, take away this persecution. Perhaps pple thinking that I am taking over marketin. or wad? No la. I am still doin design. or issit because after I open my mouth many things have to change. Den i mention about the cohesiveness in TDF. They told me they were very cohesive. Well, they din seem veri agreeable about me being inside. Well. maybe i guess its the beginning. WHATEVER I WOULD SAY. Maybe like wad Chris say, I need to build the relationship ba. Cos maybe they never realli communicate with me.

Yest E told me something. I duno what she is hinting. I hope she can be more direct. She contradicts herself.
I guess she prob dunno what she wants. I noe she is irritated. and she told me i duno chris, and she ask me to open my eyes and see. I dunno wad she driving at and she says that chris told her that she welcome her back anytime after her SIA. I dunno she make me think or maybe she trying to tell me i shld not trust Chris too much cos she keeps changing her mind or soemtiems she test the person. I dunno. perhaps to a certain extend.

Just sian now la. Whatever, I just do what i am supposed to do. Time will tell and time will tell I will stay or not.

Skin-innovate

Oh there,

I am bored.
alrite. its not tat i have nothin to do but just that I got to think of new things. haha.
Currently I am coming up with new product name for the acne regime for OTC.

I came up with this name skinnovate which comes from (skin-innovate) haha. cool rite.
And I am doing the new product design.

alrite. was talkin to Wenxiang yest. It was a coincidence to meet him at one of the cashflow workshops.
Talk alot to him. For the first time. Strange. I've been clickin with pple i can used to click b4. haha. Talkin to him last time was not veri simple.
Anyway mentioned alot. Like biz stuff and he actually share with me some things
I guess I will put the conversation in the next entry.

OK clone help me cut song. Thanks Clone. Anyway. recently I realised clone like not the clone i knew. haha. Maybe I dun realli noe him in the first place

Clone is lost. This is not the first time he told me. It's normal I guess. I get lost many times.
I will continue this blog when I am home. Gtg. Knock OFF.

The past week

Hi there,

Recently, I have been going to a couple of talks learning more about how to start a biz. And yah again. fated to be exposed to Network Marketing.

I realised the Network Marketing I always knew was different this time. It wasnt about how good is the product or the marketing plan, but I was being exposed to the education side.
I got a chance to play cashflow game. I could say i suck at first time and I made a big mess.

I realised I was so panicky when stress and pressure sets in. Crap. The game taught me about the kind of life a person could experience in the area of our finanical world.
The game depicts real human life in a game. However, i would say its wasnt 100 percent accurate as it is onli a game. However, when I played the second time, I realised I was more calm and Kaiyang did say I made a great improvement.
The moral of how to get yourself out of the rat race is seize every opportunity. My own opportunity or other opportunity. Grab hold of it to let yourself get out of the rat race by earning your first bucket of gold. To get onto the fast track, money multiplies exponentially.

ok. enuff of it. Anyway, one of the days had an inner conflict with Kaiyang. Cos he think he is damn good. but never mind already. Dun bother about him.

Its only the 3rd of June and I am already hoping that next month pay will come. Shit Man. Why am i always in lack. Its not tat I spend alot leh. Everytime I get my cash is to pay my debt. The debts I have was accumulative. All started when I was in M5. I am trying my best. I mean I dun think I spend alot compared to other pple ard me. Most of my cash came by paying stuff.
I wonder will i be able to pay WQ for class. Feel Paiseh. Maybe in the first place I shld not commit. DAMN. but I thought that if I din start somewhere I will never get started.
Plus school starts. Textbooks cost money too. Crap!

Tithe: 148
BF: 100
Phone bills: 100
Bel: 666 +60
Singing: 330
Mum: 250

All these adds up more den my salary. haha shit man. I need to roll money. ok the huge bulk goes to Bel. Cos I am hoping that can roll money in for me. GOD HELP!!

Now I am stretching my mind to the futhest to get extra cash. Opportunities pls come.

Ciao.

lost touch

Hi there,

I haven been able to blog recently as been pretty busy. will update on those missing link soon.
Anyway, I love the 169 series product. And I know cheryl will love it.
I have tons of things to do actually. But time seems to be always running out.
Somehow working seems like a waste of time suddenly. haha.

Ok. Anyway, A is not realli there. I think both of us are crazy. I am actually meeting her tml. Hope to learn more things from her cos she studies the subject i love. Psychology. Goin to watch movie with her. Sex in the city.

Chris my boss, told me she wanna talk to me tml. A review on my performance. -_-
Ok will start bitchin abt a particular person soon. haha irritating guy.

well, hope clone is doing well with his M. haha. Clone!! Jia you. Dun admire so much. haha.

Ciao. 169 series Jia you!