Bie zhou

Hi there,

I din managed to wake up to go for prayer meeting this morning. Couldnt wake up. was late for work too. sigh. Woke up with a swollen eye due to the late nite tears i shed yest. I miss mu tou.

I controlled myself so hard not to call n sms mu tou cos i dun want to give him additional pressure due to his papa condition. I hope his papa op will be a success and he will recover soon.

Sigh. I guess I noe mu tou so much more yest.

Within myself, no matter how much mu tou try to push me away and no matter how hard he is or how nasty he tries to be to me intentionally or unintentionally. He is part of me. =( haiz.

Clone, slap me ba.

Within all these while, I hope wad I think abt mu tou is rite. But only time will tell. But sometimes he being hard from the moment i noe him, he indirectly shows me alot. And i guess mu tou saw alot of me. Mu tou. I trust him and I trust my judgement.

Dont go.

Mu tou, i will load this youtube song the next entry. for you. HUGS !!!