Emotionlism Vs Emotionless

The emotionalism (mu tou sa) and emotionless (mu tou young) kept staring at my face.
Where do broken hearts go? thats the song I am listening now.
My heart is aching again. Not because I am listening to this song.
It was aching long ago.

Yes where do broken hearts go?
If it is not dealt with properly it will causes us to be building walls to protect
ourselves. And a person who always rely on emotions will eventually find it tough to express
A emotionless person does not mean he or she dun feel anything. but simple put it across as
He or she is unable to express one emotion, , with very little emotion or no emotion at all.
Yah, they are hurt, callous and unable to feel anything.

Everyone need to spend time learning, dealing and managing their own emotions.
Yes.

I want to see him yet i need to manage myself. Who noes when he sees this he might not even want to meet me already. To tell him I dun feel anything, its a lie la. Impossible not to feel anything but just abt overcoming it. So I guess I will face him. IF i realli cant den i will walk away. Last fews days i was holding back alot. YES. I miss him so much. but there is nothing i can do. Seriously now, I am already glad that he is not avoidin me rite. Haiz. Although I will feel upset things cannot be like last time. Sometimes i think its such a big price for my mistake. :(


What can i do? nothing much abt it. I hope mu tou will like the stuff i passing him on sunday.
:)

alrite gotta do some house keeping for my files. and i miss his voice :( I am listening it again in my memory. His whines :)