nerve wrecking and snoozing

here i am again.

Recently, I have been blogging. Evidently, you can see it. haha. i dunno. somehow there is no one i can turn to except talking to myself. Maybe this is another way of talking to "mu tou" cos many a times i refrain from sms-ing or calling him cos i din want to disturb him la. I guess he needs the space. Wx just sms me asking me abt mlm. haha. yah n he told him his camp mate approached him so i wonder is it the same as mu tou's. he say he will informed me. weird. my this friend of my got crazy ideas for biz for design. he show me his proposal i gone through n critic alot. Tats wad he ask me to do. haha yah but hor i seem to forget to email him back. yah. doing biz not say so simple. when i read his plan to a certain extend i wanna faint. ahha. but i find no clear direction.

ok anyway, feel sian now. totally no motivation. listening to mu tou's song.. to perk me up.

Today, i wrote some song lyrics, i realised soemthing. I like to describe my lyrics . I guess i suck at lyrics writing. my command of english is like shit la. and yah the words dun seem to tally. but i realised the song soemtimes i like to write its good for jamming. whaha. anyway, i still love the song i composed in the past. I wonder why didnt i learn music composing.. amos got one of my song. which i refused to pass it to him in the past.

yah I feel like screaming.. this.. over to meyer rd.. MU TOU.. IMU.

its nerve wrecking, its crashing inside me. yawns. slept like 2 hrs onli but i am as energetic as ever. Just now cg was good, it answers my qtn.

I will probably not blogged now. cos it gonna talk long, let me read it over and pocess my thoughts. Yah. I am tired. But i am right here waiting for M.T. it seems like he is at the other side of the planet. and tml got vocal class. i alr losing my voice. keep coughing must get well soon!

U noe rite. Soemtimes, I dun mind.. my body here, but my spirit goes to mu tou hse. haha ok maybe he will freak out.

Don't speak, i know wad you saying so pls stop explain. dun speak! - no doubt -

You noe wad. exactly one week ago. I was at mu tou place. with the oriental look. and yah I wanna hug mu tou!

ok la. shant say much liao. its all abt mu tou! but seriously i miss him calling me dat!. sigh!
u want to noe my serious thought even though mu tou said it clear at his place tat day. But another part of me is there are things that are more den meets the eye. serious. i dunno why. just a woman's gut feel.

haiz ciao. snooze!