waking up mode

hihi,

Slept alot. yest nite i slept at 9 plus and i keep waking up. I cried to sleep. I dunno wad happen dun ask me why. yest nite the whole episode was weird and scary. I dun even feel its myself. if you were to read my previous blog u will noe why. MU tou, if u think i am mad. just ignore me. but if u wanan show abit of concern? i would gladly accept it :)

I din go send chris off, i din go service. I slept all the way. yup. It's time for a waking n up smashing session for myself. MELISSA CHEN! WAKE UP WAKE UP!. its time to move before i miss the train. the train dun wait for you . ITs either you get over it and walk or bye u be stuck in tat pit for all ur life. I dun like where i am now but somehow i am enjoying it. Slept like damn long 15 hrs perhaps. so my mind is abit more awake. which means shit. cos alot of things haven do. argh..

Gotta plan for my studies the next few weeks till exams. woohoo.. if not realli no time. n PROJECTS is killing me haven start man. my projects mate are like sure cool about it .

I think i need to study everyday now. at least half to a chapter. I am realli lag now. I need to reduce my activities with pple. Lesser time for church things perhaps. and play and maybe mo tou ba. but maybe not. I will drag mu tou go out study. cos i noe he will head big when come to books. JIA YOU MU TOU. one month. i think our exams abt same time. whaha. sigh. Its gonna be tough for you mu tou to work n study wor. cos dun forget u need to revise. u look at me u noe i half life. cos i damn long din study.

Now, more activties coming this weekend. 2 friends celebrating bday on the 2nd aug. gosh. clash. one is celebrating 21st bday the other is my v.good friend. know her since p1. haha we gonna check in hotel n have a hotel party. i wonder wad is it gonna be like but u noe wad we gonna drink so means most may get drunk. shit. i better be sober. this week is festival of praise. i guess i am not going ba. the next day sure cant make it. n means i got no time to study!! wah!

yup time managament. tats wad mu tou always say. Mu tou actually i have alot of things to tell u. but i guess i will release things in its own timing. and pls communicate with me k.

I am looking forward to the trip with mu tou. erm. if tats too ex, i tot of another alternative which is more cost effective. CIO!

ok actually yest i noe mu tou dun realli want to see me. maybe i am too stick to him. mm. yah i can tell he is not veri happy cos he misses all his train n he is late for dinner. n maybe i am stopping him for his other opportunities with his family. anyway tat question tat i ask u to bring me ar, its just a joke la. dun take it to heart. i not fact finding anything. i just teasing u. whah. anyway yest mu tou let me realised alot of things abt myself. Hey, i actually do learn things frm mu tou. whaha. ok la gtg eat. mu tou dun fall in the toilet bowl. whaha.

ciao!